I think I'm a prude

I mean, not really...but I'm on myspace and I see some guys's profile and he has a clip playing of this Asian chick with huge boobs and she's, like, spanking this other girl's ass with her boobs. I'm not just saying, like, "oh, that's so gross!" and then secretly being interested in looking at it...or something. I mean, I am really looking at that and going, "yuck" who looks at this and gets turned on or is amused by it. Initally, I was going to forward the profile to Susan cause I thought she would think it's funny, but then I was looking at it and it just makes me feel icky. Don't get me wrong, this wasn't hardcore or anything, I mean Christ, I worked at Tower and Susan and I would restock the porn on Sundays and there is some gnarly shit in circulation. So it's not even that offensive, I just get a dirty feeling when I look at it. Is there something wrong with me...I mean obviously I was curious enough to view the profile in order to get a better look, but after I did I just wanted to get the hell out of there and I logged off. So I think I'm kind of a prude...but officially, I'm not sure, I just know that I was grossed out and questioning why the hell I would have wanted to get a better look at this video clip. Now I have to try and go to sleep. Maybe I'll log on for a minute and look at one of my boyfriend's profiles.