Thursday 3/31, Today I'm going dancing, I hope Julien goes too but he's feeling sick so I don't know if he will. But, I'm going to get ready and I'm contemplating going to the UD Tower to get the special edition Beck and then casually mentioning it to my pbf that I'll be in the area and I'll have some time to kill so if he is around maybe I can stop by. Is that weird? Too forward? Who knows if he'll even be around but maybe I'll call him at the time I would be leaving to go to Tower to see if he'd be agreeable. My stomach has butterflies just thinking about it...augh! He's so cute I just don't know what to do with myself. Hmm...OC is on tonight too...I have to take that into account. Oh, in other random news, I wrote to "you know who" at his band's profile to tell him I like the songs and he wrote back saying he'll have to play it for me in person sometime and that he'll give me a call when he can or he'll just see me at Neighbors when I'm feeling irresponsible. Soooo...we'll see how that one turns out. It did make me happy he wrote back, but I'm not quite where I was two weeks ago so I wasn't like crazy happy or anything, just pleased and taking it with a grain of salt.

Wednesday 3/30, I got off of work early and Susan came over after she got off and we just waited and waited and waited around for roomie to show up and he never did so we ate my leftovers and then we decided to go to the Rack to look for party shoes, etc. I left a note on the door and also wrote him an email cause I thought he was going to be there around 6, but by 7:30ish we decided to leave. So sure as shit as soon as we get to the Rack...we're there not more than 20 minutes and he calls and he's there. Damn it! So I tell him I'll be there in 7 minutes, but I hit every red light on the way home and when I get there, I apologize and ask if it was close to 7 minutes. And he was like "Try more like 15." Whoa chief, I already did my waiting around for your ass all evening. It was weird...I'm still weirded out about it. Anyway so he stays for a while but apparently needs a lot of room for his bottles of liquor...so I may have to do some rearranging in the kitchen. Finally he left and I called Julien but he wasn't home so I left my number with his roommate. Got ready for bed and was reading/listening to music when my cell rings and it's Julien! Yay! So we talk for a pretty long time, and he's so funny, it wasn't weird at all and we just talked forever, ok, real time, probably like 45 minutes. He told me a secret but I can't tell, I'm just so excited for him, and his woman is going to come visit him in a week. He told me some crazy stories about this other girl, and we just chatted...it was really nice. So then we said good bye and I read some and listened to music before turning in for bed.