I've just had

a brilliant realization...but I can't put it here yet. I haven't worked through it all and need more time to think it over. I just wanted to at least acknowledge it so I don't forget it. So this is a reminder of my great realization.

It's kind of simple, but at the same time, complex. Hmm...this will require a discussion with Kristel, I'll have to arrange that...maybe Sunday evening...or Monday since I have it off. This is kind of good...it makes me less worried to be in a long term relationship...but I'm not entirely worry-free.