Thursday 5/19, I got off of work and showered and got ready to go to B's, and there was this crazy accident in the tunnel so it took me forever to get to N. Seattle. B and I went to the U Dist. to go to Tower so I could pick up some cds for work and the new Q, but they're not allowed to give the discount anymore which totally sucks, only to family and spouses who have the same address...stupid. Then we went to Pagliacci so B could get some food, then we went back to his house and just talked and hung out until it was time for me to go. Then I called Kassie and she was up on Queen Anne Ave, so I drove up there and parked and she was at El Diablo or something, coffee shop, talking with her Virginia boyfriend FOREVER, so I just sat there bored out of my skull, but she bought me a lemon bar so that kind of made up for it, except that it was pretty tart. Then we had to get going cause it was getting late and Susan had called saying she was going to leave soon, so we went back to Kassie's and she got ready and we took off. Parked in the lot and met Susan there, we walked in and Kassie was already inside. We went upstairs and hung out up there a little then Kyle came up and we did introductions and we talked about Eli and how Kyle was excited when he came up to him cause he thought he was interested in him, but then he asked about me. But after the end of the night, no Eli or Craig, how disappointing, I even stayed longer than usual. We had our corner for most of the night, except these two girls on Ritalin were all over the place and whipping their hair around and it kept sticking to my lips, gross. Kassie knows my spandex boyfriend, that's hilarious, and she was cracking up at all of his kicks and jumps, especially the one where he touches his toes...funny. Susan and Kyle went outside and then Kassie and I went up above to look at people and saw shirtless gay guys making out and grinding on each other and Kassie and I just watched that for a while, and she was like, "That turns me on" it was so funny. Then Kyle and Susan spotted us and came up...then Kyle and Kassie went to smoke, and Susan was like "She better not steal him!" but she's blonde so at least he won't make out with her...they said there was some homeless guy standing outside the car while she was assembling her blunt. They came back and we went downstairs so I could do a lap to look for Craig, but I didn't see him and I danced for a couple of songs then decided to take off. Kassie came too, and the door guy was giving us a hard time for leaving so early, by looking at his watch and shaking his head, but I was like "I have to work tomorrow" so he decided that that was ok...or something. Don't know. Kassie gave me a ride to my car and I got home a little after 1:00.

Wednesday 5/18, Umm...oh yeah, Kristel was having boy problems so she asked if I wanted to have dinner and watch ANTM. So I hung out after work, and then she came over and we went to Fatburger, which was good, but a rip off I think, then watched the show, and Naima won, yeah! I liked her best, except that she was a little overdramatic...but otherwise I think she was the best one. Some boys are psychos that's all I'm going to say about that. Then Kristel left and I think I just got ready for bed and played on my computer.

Tuesday 5/17, B came over after work and I made dinner and we just hung out. We watched Sideways cause Peggy got it from Netflix so I snagged it from the office. I just love it, I think it's great. So we did that, and he took a shower and I washed some clothes and his pants so they wouldn't stink. We went to bed, and were talking about exes and such, he tries not to say too much so that my feelings won't get hurt, but I still want to know...dilemma.

Today I think I'll go visit Grandma.