The last of my bouncer bf...

Thursday 10/13, After work I went home and relaxed a little but then Susan went to nap so I went up to get ready, didn’t wash the hair so I was ready pretty quickly, ate dinner and since there was NO traffic on the roads left a few minutes before 7. I don’t think I’ve ever gotten to B’s that quickly, not sure why there was no traffic, but I’ll take it! Got there and Jason grunted at me when I said hi, whatever. We all ended up talking about Halloween costumes in the living room and Chrystol said I should be B and wear his clothes and go around spewing “B-isms” and then I was all (in slightly nasal voice) and waving hands “I’m hilarious” and everyone just cracked up and B was like “whatever” so then later I did it again but B thought it was Chrystol who took a crack at him because he was in the kitchen and couldn’t hear, it was funny, though I could feel my face get all hot because everyone was laughing at something I said and were looking at me. We finally went upstairs and laid down and I fell asleep like 3 times but kept waking up. I really didn’t want to go dancing because I was so tired and because of bf drama but I didn’t want to ditch Susan so I decided that it would be an early evening. Drove over and met Susan in the lot (which is back down to $3) and we sat in her car for a long while and talked, she was in a very good mood and determined for me to be in one also…which included bribing me with sugary goodies from QFC. We finally walked up and I had my hooded sweatshirt (better than the turtleneck and sweats I told Susan I was going to wear earlier) and we got in line but I was tired and kind of cranky so when bf said hi I said hi back kind of hostile-y. Susan told him I was tired and wanted to go home early, but he was like, “You can’t go home early tonight, it’s my last night here” I thought he was kidding and just trying to make me feel bad because of the previous week’s attitude. But he was serious, so we told him we would come back out and talk. We went upstairs and just stood around for a while and there was this super cute guy right to my right, but I was still wearing my sweatshirt so I probably didn’t appeal to him. We decided to go to QFC for a snack and didn’t say hi to bf when we went out (which he later called us on) and we had to go through the maze in order to get to the store. Susan bought me a candy bar cause I didn’t have any money then we went and walked down to Toys in Babeland and looked in the window so I could eat my treat and not be a chocolaty mess in front of bf. We did a “clean teeth” check and then talked to bf. He’s going to work at other clubs and he gave us the days, but they’ll probably change. He told us his bro was coming to visit and we chatted for a long while, and I was like, “Now who’s going to be my bf?!” and he was like, “Oh, I see how it is, that’s all you’re concerned about?!” and I said, yes, that is what I’m concerned about especially guys like the “Pussy Cat” guy, who incidentally was working Medusa, but bf said everyone got fired and they hired all new people, he’s one of them. Kyle and bf came up and I gave him a hug and an enthusiastic greeting, he told me “cute hair!” so he’s redeemed himself for the time being. Finally went back in and checked my sweatshirt and went out to dance. Bun came over right away and stood next to Susan so we took that as a cue to go dance by polio girl. Thomas came over and found us and looked hot as ever in his sporty little coat and Kyle was dancing right next to us so he probably saw Susan give him a kiss on the cheek and greeting. At one point we were standing on the raised platform by the back bar and I was dancing a little bit and singing along with the song when Andy came up behind us and put one arm on each of our waists, and I was embarrassed cause he caught me, but we both laughed and he moved on. Then we went outside a few times and I went out a few times by myself but no really good opportunities to talk to him especially when his brother and bro’s gf were there. After Susan and I came back out he was like, that’s my brother (he’d gone inside) and I said I figured and he said “I like to think I’m the better half…you know, better looking” and I was like, of course. Then I was like, “What kind of gf would I be if I said that your brother was cuter?” He smiled at that and I think I was being kind of sassy. Usually the kind of sassy that’s reserved for when it’s just him and me, but since it was his last night I figured I could let loose a little bit more than usual. I lost Susan at one point and was looking all over for her and finally tracked her down, but she had gone out looking for me, and at one point I went out there and stood cause she knows to find me out there if I wait long enough, but it didn’t work. Bf’s gf came out while I was waiting for Susan and they made out probably, I didn’t look. I did ask him at one point how long his gf has been coming on Thursday nights and he said for quite a while, but then we got interrupted so I couldn’t finish my questioning. That one stupid goth bitch kept looking at me when I was looking for Susan, next time I’ll just say, What?! I finally decided it was time to go home and I knew that if I didn’t leave early enough he would already be upstairs with his pool playing gf “bb” so I wanted to catch him before he was done and just hanging out, but I was not in luck. So Susan waited downstairs while I ventured upstairs just planning on waving good bye to him. He was standing at the bar with the brother’s gf however, so I was brave enough to approach and went over to say good bye, and he opened his arms up for a hug (aww). Here is how our conversation went:

BF: “You’re going to come see me right?”
ME: “Yeah, I think we’ll try.”
BF: “Promise me you’ll come see me.”
ME: “Ok, I promise. But I don’t think I can go to Cowgirls Inc, too many skanky girls.”
BF: “You know I only have eyes for you.”

And with that, I smiled and said goodbye and headed downstairs to a waiting Susan. I then felt very sad and ran to my car and drove home.

It’s sad that it took him leaving to make me make the most of the night and talk to him. Otherwise I probably would have been all weird again last night, but I wasn’t and I think we’re back on track, the problem is I won’t be seeing him on a regular basis anymore to maintain that rapport. We’ll see how things go I guess. TBC…