Hmmm...

Sunday 11/20, Woke up around 10 and took a shower, got ready and decided to go to the Fremont market with S and C. We all got bundled up and headed out. I found the cutest white table and chairs but I didn’t even ask how much they were cause I know it was out of my price range. We walked around for a while but none of us got anything. Then we went into PCC and I got some humongous apples and we headed back home. B and I went to go get some lunch and he wanted Indian despite that we’d had it the night before. We drove down to the Ave and went to a buffet, and it was alright. I got some questionable lamb but the chicken was ok. We had two dipshits next to us talking and one was saying how the experiences he’s had with sex haven’t been that great and that he gets more satisfaction from jerking off. What wonderful table talk when the people next to you are literally a foot away. Then he said that he’s had such terrible luck with women that for a while he thought “This sucks, what if I’m gay!?” and the other guy was like “Amen, I’ve been there!” and gave the other one a high five. B and I just looked at each other and laughed. These guys were probably like 25-26 so I have a hard time excusing their inappropriateness. Had they been 18 year old frat boys, there’s a little wiggle room…but not for these guys. After the bill was paid we walked down to Tower so I could get the new Q, but they didn’t have it either! I was pissed, then I couldn’t find Happy Endings so I couldn’t get that either. Oh well, we stopped at Starbucks on our walk back so that made me feel a little better. We went back to B’s and laid down and fell asleep, but not before I got denied which has subsequently sent my mind spinning in an array of directions (especially since I won’t see him for a week). I’m not sure what’s going to happen, but I definitely didn’t feel good about it when I went to bed last night. That’s all I’m going to say on this about it though. So we slept for a while then C and S came home and B bounded downstairs to greet them while I stayed upstairs and stewed. I left at 5 til 5:00 for dinner at the fam’s where I found out dinner wasn’t until 6:00 so we all chatted in the kitchen while Kassie made her famous bars and Mom made Spanicopida (sp?). We had dinner and it was very good and everyone did their best and worst and we had dessert. I took off not long after dinner was over and got home just in time to catch most of AFV and call the guy whose insurance will cover my car. Then went downstairs to watch my shows with Susan. I talked with Susan about my B dilemma but we didn’t come to any conclusions. Oh well.