Tuesday 8/29, I did some grocery shopping after work and then did my walk per usual. I tried to put the utility covers back on in the kitchen but determined that I’m going to need much longer screws so I have to hit Lowe’s at some point and figure that out. I showered and then started my dinner which included one of my delicious salads and leftovers. About halfway through my phone rang so I dashed upstairs and it was Eric saying that he was going to be getting off of work early and wanted to know if I wanted to hang out, I said sure, just call me. This was around 6:30. Later in the evening I put Happy Endings on and was watching that and at about 9:30 he called me to tell me he hadn’t gotten off work early, I said yeah I figured, but that he still wanted to and to give him a half hour. About 5 minutes later he called back saying it was late and that maybe it wasn’t such a good idea, so I said ok whatever, and he asked if he could come over tomorrow and if we could go to a movie and if he could cook me dinner. I said yes to all three. So we hung up. 5 minutes after that he called back to ask me how my week had been going and he started asking me what kind of food I like, then he asked if I had a grill, I said yes, he asked what kind, I said charcoal, he goes “Girrrrrl!” it was so funny. Anyway, so I finally got off the phone with him around 10:00 and turned my movie off, got ready for bed and started the last chapter of my book. I’m almost done with it, only like 5 more pages!

Monday 8/28, I went for my walk after work but before I left I called Dale to see when he was going to finish sealing the tile so he asked if he could come over then, I said yes, he said he’d be there in half an hour. I was a little surprised when I got back from my walk to an empty house, so I hung out in my room in case he showed up because I didn’t want to be in the shower when he got there. Susan got home and he still wasn’t there so finally I jumped in the shower and a little while after I got out he showed up. Susan and I decided to go to the Keg for her birthday dinner so we wouldn’t be in Dale’s way especially since I didn’t know how long it was going to take, but right as we were leaving he was finishing up, but we decided to go anyway. I had a delicious teriyaki sirloin, and we had a fun time making fun of the Grandma and kids at the next table over. Then our waiter made fun of my phone. I know, I know, I need to get a new one. We went home and both hung out in our rooms, I was feeling a little down because I found a picture of B and that Leia girl on Diana’s flickr account. I was feeling pissed off too because he had said some not very nice things about her when we were together and now he’s interested in her because he wants to get laid I’m sure. If I were Diana I wouldn’t let him anywhere near any of my friends, I just want to tell that girl, “Oh by the way, if he tells you he loves you after three weeks, I’d be careful, he seems to say a lot of things he doesn’t mean and he’ll only end up breaking your heart and fucking you over. And PS he called you fat when we were dating” So yeah, mostly I felt mad at myself for still feeling sad about him and that’s he’s moving on and that when he said he didn’t want to be in a relationship anymore so that he could concentrate on school, that that was all bullshit and he just didn’t want to be with me. If he wanted to he could have made it work. But he didn’t. And I have to accept that and work on getting over it or through it or whatever. I still feel like a fool I guess.