Wednesday 3/7, I went for my short walk after work because Peggy let me leave almost an hour early. It felt good and I wish I would have done more but I didn’t feel like killing myself. When I got home I saddled Jacques up in his walking vest and set out for the backyard. We were out there for longer than last time but he clearly just wanted to go back inside for most of it. It’s going to take a while for him to get used to being out there but he will, I know it. I hung out watching OC until it was time for dinner and exchanging flirty messages with Trevor. He asked me if Billy had talked to me about seeing his show at the Rep and hanging out afterward so I called Billy before Top Model and he was really drunk and kept saying how he wished he weren’t and that he was in Florida and standing on his bed or something. Hm, he kept jabbering on which didn’t irritate me, but instead amused me especially since he seemed to be so glad I called him and wanted to go to Trevor’s play. He told me he had a picture of me, him and Jess on his toolbox. Funny funny Billy. I told him I had to go cause my show was on but he ended up calling me back a few minutes later to tell me which song he put as a ring tone for when I called. Again, funny funny Billy. So I wrote back to Trevor and talked to Susan on the phone after ANTM was over and told her to look at the picture comments Trevor left. I’m smitten again, but we’ll see if it lasts. I showered, got in bed and read a magazine until it was time to go to bed.

Tuesday 3/6, I woke up thinking about the condo B and I had seen which was the first open house we’d gone to together and I had LOVED and was such a steal at the time. It’s on Eastlake and was like $250k at the time, like a year ago, maybe a little longer, and for some reason I felt like the universe was telling me something so I went online and either the same unit or an identical one is on the market RIGHT NOW for $425k, shit. That’s huge. If I sold now though I could probably swing it too, that’s the part that kills me. Timing just isn’t right with work. I’m going to keep my eye on it though just because I’m crazy like that. After work Susan came over and we tried to put Jacques’ walking jacket on but he managed to maneuver out of it so we bagged it and took a walk just the two of us up the old trail even though the bridge was partially out from a tree falling on it. When we got back I put OC on and we watched a few episodes while eating veggie pizza and joking about the dialogue and such. When we were done we went to Baskin Robbins where Susan treated me to a banana royale that was so rich but so delicious as well. We talked about what we were both doing at the age of 13 and Susan was definitely living a more exciting life than I was, God I was such a dork. We went back to the house and watched one more OC and Susan was distracted by Jacques who I’m pretty sure was high on catnip and was acting a little out of character. At least he wasn’t scratching the couch though so I was counting my blessings. Susan left a little before 9 then I showered and got ready for bed and wrote. I don’t know what to do about this new boy on myspace…I’ll play it out a little more and see what happens. I’m kind of still interested in a different boy on myspace that I’ve never mentioned on here but Susan knows who he is and is kind of helping me coordinate and include K to do some dirty work. Like leaving a mix tape on his desk from Jacques. We’ll see.

Monday 3/5, I showered and ate a quick dinner after work then headed into Seattle for my hair cut with Sean. I got there early of course so I hit BB&B and bought a toaster and some storage boxes then headed over and checked in. I was reading a magazine when someone grabbed my head from behind and scared the shit out of me: Sean. He looked good as always and soon I was in the chair telling him I didn’t love my hair and wanted him to make me love it. He had this awesome mix cd on and I thought it was funny that he mixed that Gnarles Barkley song into each song, but it turned out to be someone’s ring tone. It was a good hair cutting session and it’s always good to get a hot guy’s perspective on things. I asked him about his picture in Seattle magazine and if he was wearing eyeliner, he said no, but that it looked like he was wearing lip gloss “Thanks Chap Stick!” or something. It made me laugh. When I was in the dryer thing he touched my hand and it made me giddy. Oh Sean. Half the fun is that he’s totally unavailable, no rejection. Anyway, he styled it curly because apparently that’s what he likes, so I was totally ok with that, then I asked him about shampoos and conditioners and bought about $65 worth. Ouch. Oh well. I rolled out and talked to Zach on the way home and made plans for next week. At home I wrote back to my new goat bf (don’t ask) and watched I Love NY while playing with Jacques and looking at condos online.