Wednesday 12/19, Eric called me while I was at work and asked if I had texted him and I told him yes and what about and he guessed right about what was on his porch and we chatted for quite a bit about how he had gone snowboarding and Nicole and work and his new exercise regime (“it’s my second day”) and about how he apparently hates his life. That makes me sad and I told him. When I got home I started cleaning and laundry then my mattress was delivered and I just laid on it and marveled at how wonderfully comfortable it is. Kassie got home and laid on it with me and told me I HAD to get this cd she just got: Ferraby Lionheart, which cracked me up because I told her to get that album, and told her that. She was like “Oh, I should have brought in this other one then, Elvis Perkins” and I was like “I told you to get that one too!” so that was hilarious. She helped me move some stuff from down in the garage then I got the electronics set up and did other cleaning until Gossip Girl. I cleaned on the commercials and afterward because I was on a roll and my house is just really that dirty. I went to bed by 11.
Tuesday 12/18, I had a wax appt after work so I quickly showered and got ready then headed out the door. Traffic was terrible and I made it to my appointment by the skin of my teeth. I was out of there in 15 minutes because Melissa is so quick, which is great. I went over to Kay-See's for penis / holiday cookie making. I was the last to arrive and K had already started on the dough and frosting and they were all chattering away. We eventually decided on pizza for dinner so we ordered then they told us it would be 2 hours for delivery so Michelle hung up, told us, then we decided to drive down there to try and intercept it. We were walking down and cracking up when Michelle almost slid down the escalator railing and would have been all "wet" because of it. We couldn't stop laughing. We totally got the pizzas and didn't get charged the delivery fee and ran back up to the car and fooled K and K when we got there telling them it had already left for delivery. We totally got them. We chowed down on the pizza and eventually started the cookies. K had a 7 layer dessert thing in the oven and was like "Come here. Stick your nose in there." and we were all like "Dirty!" We got cracking on the cookies and I was having so much fun giving the angels and reindeer anatomically inappropriate appendages. We worked our tails off until almost 11 then started cleaning and packing up. Ky gave us all a new bj tip and we all sat there practicing for a few minutes before we left. I was taking Ky and we had to make a pit stop at Eric's to drop off his special cookies (my fav was Ky's "chocolate chip tip dick" cookie, but my rasta dick was a close second). I texted him but didn't hear back, then when we arrived I called because lights were on but no answer so I just left them on the porch and we drove off. Ky and I talked about his relationship and K and R and just had a really nice drive home. When I got home at midnight I had a skype message from Ian and he was still feeling super down so we started chatting but he didn't want to get on the web cams. He was talking about breaking up then Kassie came home and I was talking to her about it then he called me on skype but I had already disassembled my camera so I was hurriedly reconnecting but it totally wasn't working and after two more times we got it going. He looked down and exhausted and we talked for a long time and finally he said he didn't want to make any decisions right then because he'd probably regret them the next morning. So then we joked a little and I showed him I wasn't wearing a shirt then I called Kassie in so she could meet him and he was like "No, I'm going to hang up!" but didn't. K came in and he said we look so alike and that we're very cute, aww. They started talking music for a minute then K said she can freestyle but usually she only does it with Sky so Ian dug for a good beat and Kassie let it flow and the jerky part cracked me up and so did the spanking Lou part. Ian got a kick out of it and was like "Nice, nice!" He needed to go (so did I, being 1:30 and all) so K left us alone to say bye and Ian tried to make an impressive exit, but failed once again which made us both laugh. It took me a while to fall asleep thinking about him.
Monday 12/17, I went to a new derm in the Nordstrom Tower and she wants to put me on Accutane which has all these crazy side effects and you have to take all these pregnancy tests before, during and after and there are all these other inconveniences, like I can't even start it for a month so we'll see if I decide to go through with it. It's a 6 month course of meds and requires monthly checkups, quizzes and pregnancy tests. We all know my stance on children and it wouldn't matter if I got pregnant anyway because I wouldn't have it...so I'm not worried about birth defects. Anyway, I think it's bs and I don't want to do it so I'm not sure if I will. It turned out my waxing appt wasn't until Tuesday (plus on this medication you can't wax during the treatment and for 6 months after, ugh, as Susan put it "That'll be one hairy bush" indeed) so I didn't have to rush home and leave again. I did a little cleaning, talked to Ian on skype and he still wasn't feeling better so I told him he needs a good cry and tried to make him by telling him he wears tight pants and listens to sissy-boy music. It didn't work and I hope the joke wasn't lost. I showered and got ready for the NW Film Forum holiday party. I talked to Susan for a long time before taking off for her house. We thumbed through my Accutane manual and laughed hysterically at some of the "myths". We left for the party and my favorite part was sitting in one of the theaters and watching hilarious old Christmas videos (especially the Wham one) and shows like the Osmonds and Sonny and Cher. Susan showed me around and I got to meet Ryan and her bf and another Kara then toward the end some guy came over and talked to us and we discussed SatC and OC and coming out of the closet. Susan made it sound like we were partners, prefacing every statement with "We", which I thought was hilarious. We left the party and I probably got home around 11:30 or so and went to bed.
Sunday 12/16, I stayed in bed longer than I wanted but it felt nice and watched Arrested Development sounded more fun than battling the crowds at Costco. I eventually got up and went to Sears to get both Dads electronic levels then called Zach to figure our plans out. I swung by Best Buy to get Jake a dvd then headed up to Queen Anne where I met with Zach and Nicole for lunch. We went to Sully's where I had a wonderful cheese steak sandwich. We talked about real estate and family and work and Ian then took off so I could see their place. It is really cute and I can see why they don't want to move. We talked about how we don't want kids and all the reasons and how since we're not going to have kids to take care of us in our old age that we'll all congregate at a retirement home and grow old together. What could be more fun? I took off eating many of the cookies they sent me home with and talked to Kassie about plans for dinner. I went home and crawled into bed because I was very tired and ended up falling asleep for a little bit before getting up and taking off to pick up Grandma and Toto who howled for most of the ride and drove me up the wall. At Mom's I was in a bad mood from Toto and Dad not helping with Grandma and the dog. We had dinner and that was good then we started on the tree and it looked pretty good by the time we finished. I wanted to go home so Kassie agreed to take Grandma home. I talked to Susan on my way and watched the rest of EHM then a repeat of DH which was good because it was the one I hadn't seen from the beginning of the season. Ian messaged me on skype after 10 and was feeling lonely and down which made me sad and feel like it's my fault that he's not happy. I think it's ok to be lonely and sad sometimes, though I didn't say that, and that you have to learn how to make yourself feel better and not rely on other people to bring you out of it or make it better for you. You can only become a stronger person in the process. So I wrote a whole bunch of stuff down after we'd signed off about how I was feeling. I don't know if I'll send it to him or not.
Tuesday 12/18, I had a wax appt after work so I quickly showered and got ready then headed out the door. Traffic was terrible and I made it to my appointment by the skin of my teeth. I was out of there in 15 minutes because Melissa is so quick, which is great. I went over to Kay-See's for penis / holiday cookie making. I was the last to arrive and K had already started on the dough and frosting and they were all chattering away. We eventually decided on pizza for dinner so we ordered then they told us it would be 2 hours for delivery so Michelle hung up, told us, then we decided to drive down there to try and intercept it. We were walking down and cracking up when Michelle almost slid down the escalator railing and would have been all "wet" because of it. We couldn't stop laughing. We totally got the pizzas and didn't get charged the delivery fee and ran back up to the car and fooled K and K when we got there telling them it had already left for delivery. We totally got them. We chowed down on the pizza and eventually started the cookies. K had a 7 layer dessert thing in the oven and was like "Come here. Stick your nose in there." and we were all like "Dirty!" We got cracking on the cookies and I was having so much fun giving the angels and reindeer anatomically inappropriate appendages. We worked our tails off until almost 11 then started cleaning and packing up. Ky gave us all a new bj tip and we all sat there practicing for a few minutes before we left. I was taking Ky and we had to make a pit stop at Eric's to drop off his special cookies (my fav was Ky's "chocolate chip tip dick" cookie, but my rasta dick was a close second). I texted him but didn't hear back, then when we arrived I called because lights were on but no answer so I just left them on the porch and we drove off. Ky and I talked about his relationship and K and R and just had a really nice drive home. When I got home at midnight I had a skype message from Ian and he was still feeling super down so we started chatting but he didn't want to get on the web cams. He was talking about breaking up then Kassie came home and I was talking to her about it then he called me on skype but I had already disassembled my camera so I was hurriedly reconnecting but it totally wasn't working and after two more times we got it going. He looked down and exhausted and we talked for a long time and finally he said he didn't want to make any decisions right then because he'd probably regret them the next morning. So then we joked a little and I showed him I wasn't wearing a shirt then I called Kassie in so she could meet him and he was like "No, I'm going to hang up!" but didn't. K came in and he said we look so alike and that we're very cute, aww. They started talking music for a minute then K said she can freestyle but usually she only does it with Sky so Ian dug for a good beat and Kassie let it flow and the jerky part cracked me up and so did the spanking Lou part. Ian got a kick out of it and was like "Nice, nice!" He needed to go (so did I, being 1:30 and all) so K left us alone to say bye and Ian tried to make an impressive exit, but failed once again which made us both laugh. It took me a while to fall asleep thinking about him.
Monday 12/17, I went to a new derm in the Nordstrom Tower and she wants to put me on Accutane which has all these crazy side effects and you have to take all these pregnancy tests before, during and after and there are all these other inconveniences, like I can't even start it for a month so we'll see if I decide to go through with it. It's a 6 month course of meds and requires monthly checkups, quizzes and pregnancy tests. We all know my stance on children and it wouldn't matter if I got pregnant anyway because I wouldn't have it...so I'm not worried about birth defects. Anyway, I think it's bs and I don't want to do it so I'm not sure if I will. It turned out my waxing appt wasn't until Tuesday (plus on this medication you can't wax during the treatment and for 6 months after, ugh, as Susan put it "That'll be one hairy bush" indeed) so I didn't have to rush home and leave again. I did a little cleaning, talked to Ian on skype and he still wasn't feeling better so I told him he needs a good cry and tried to make him by telling him he wears tight pants and listens to sissy-boy music. It didn't work and I hope the joke wasn't lost. I showered and got ready for the NW Film Forum holiday party. I talked to Susan for a long time before taking off for her house. We thumbed through my Accutane manual and laughed hysterically at some of the "myths". We left for the party and my favorite part was sitting in one of the theaters and watching hilarious old Christmas videos (especially the Wham one) and shows like the Osmonds and Sonny and Cher. Susan showed me around and I got to meet Ryan and her bf and another Kara then toward the end some guy came over and talked to us and we discussed SatC and OC and coming out of the closet. Susan made it sound like we were partners, prefacing every statement with "We", which I thought was hilarious. We left the party and I probably got home around 11:30 or so and went to bed.
Sunday 12/16, I stayed in bed longer than I wanted but it felt nice and watched Arrested Development sounded more fun than battling the crowds at Costco. I eventually got up and went to Sears to get both Dads electronic levels then called Zach to figure our plans out. I swung by Best Buy to get Jake a dvd then headed up to Queen Anne where I met with Zach and Nicole for lunch. We went to Sully's where I had a wonderful cheese steak sandwich. We talked about real estate and family and work and Ian then took off so I could see their place. It is really cute and I can see why they don't want to move. We talked about how we don't want kids and all the reasons and how since we're not going to have kids to take care of us in our old age that we'll all congregate at a retirement home and grow old together. What could be more fun? I took off eating many of the cookies they sent me home with and talked to Kassie about plans for dinner. I went home and crawled into bed because I was very tired and ended up falling asleep for a little bit before getting up and taking off to pick up Grandma and Toto who howled for most of the ride and drove me up the wall. At Mom's I was in a bad mood from Toto and Dad not helping with Grandma and the dog. We had dinner and that was good then we started on the tree and it looked pretty good by the time we finished. I wanted to go home so Kassie agreed to take Grandma home. I talked to Susan on my way and watched the rest of EHM then a repeat of DH which was good because it was the one I hadn't seen from the beginning of the season. Ian messaged me on skype after 10 and was feeling lonely and down which made me sad and feel like it's my fault that he's not happy. I think it's ok to be lonely and sad sometimes, though I didn't say that, and that you have to learn how to make yourself feel better and not rely on other people to bring you out of it or make it better for you. You can only become a stronger person in the process. So I wrote a whole bunch of stuff down after we'd signed off about how I was feeling. I don't know if I'll send it to him or not.
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