Monday 1/28, I had a dream about Jake and he dissed me so I kind of thought he was a jerk in my dream and kind of think he’s a jerk in real life too. I’m still shocked by all the sex-ish-y dreams I’m having on almost a nightly basis. I’ve never experienced anything like it. Kay-See and I were corresponding all day long because Zeph was leaving hilarious comments on her pictures and making her turn red at work. I was totally egging him on and encouraging him. I told him to step all over those toes. So K and I were going to have even more to talk about that night with this Zeph stuff added to the mix. After work I rushed home and started on the lemon cake and glaze and did my workout and felt pretty sore. I showered and got ready then called Ky and headed out. I picked him up and we went to the store so I could get cheese and salsa then into Seattle discussing boy things and ghosts. When we buzzed her she sounded upset so we instantly knew something was wrong then when she opened the door we again could tell something wrong and were both like “What’s wrong?” and she gave a quick “Nothing. Ryan’s here” so we weren’t happy but it became immediately clear that they were in the middle of something and it wasn’t good. Suffice to say they broke up, right there as Kyle and I grated cheese and tried to prep for nachies. She came back in and was upset then things escalated but didn’t get crazy or anything, just worse. Michelle showed up and it was on. All sorts of consoling and shit talking and supporting and since she was there Ky and I took off for the store for chips and sang a not-so-nice song about Ryan and all his bad traits then like 8 cars tried to run me off the road and I yelled at a car to sheezey my heezy and made Ky laugh. Then we continued to crack up going down the escalator because Ky was talking about using the elevator as a bathroom. We quickly got what we needed and headed back talking about R getting in a car crash. Lots had been accomplished on myspace by the time we got back and the trash talk continued. I chopped tomatoes and Ky started his tests and the talk continued. Then Zeph called and I talked with him for a minute then gave him an update on the situation and he was like “Let me talk to her” and she was like “Oh, wait, whaaaa?” as I handed her the phone. They talked for about 10 minutes and when she was done she was giddy. It was fantastic. When Ky finished his test we all inhaled nachos and K continued telling us horror stories about Ryan that made me want to punch him even more. We broke out the lemon cake and I have to say it was rather good and I think we all had two pieces except K. R texted and told K she could get her stuff so we all decided to go over with her and blasted Britney and Christina in the car for inspiration and that other song that reminds me of K and hiking (that “Good good luck, in your new bed…) and we all laughed when Ky emphasized the gun to the head part. It was actually really really fun. She didn’t want all of us to go up so we told her to pick whoever she wanted and she picked me because “Ryan dislikes you the most” I was like “WHAT?! Why the hell does he hate me?!” but then I thought probably because every time K came back from my house she broke up with him and he just put two and two together. And probably has something to do with the vibrator incident. Just a hunch. So I went up with her and he was trying to pick a fight, of course, and wouldn’t shut up about how she was disrespecting him and I told him it goes both ways but I’m sure he selectively chose not to hear it. We were in and out pretty quick and it was painless, well for me, and we were back down to the car in about 5 minutes. Ky and Michelle wanted dirt but there really wasn’t much. We drove back still bashing but also talking about Zeph and how hot he is, but that he’s more like a brother to me and that feelings of anything else aren’t there. I adore him though. Back at K’s we talked a little more then packed up because it was almost 11. We gave K a whole bunch more love and hugs before leaving and she was like “You guys are so wonderful and I so appreciate everything, but really, that call from Zeph made me feel so much better” and we were like “Thanks a lot!” it was cute. On our way to the car Michelle hit the back of Kyle’s leg with her bag and she told him it was a 30-pound floating cat and we laughed for a good 50 feet and could barely breathe. We drove Michelle-y home and talked about how to be there for K and that we don’t want any reruns. Ky and I chatted all the way home and it was snowing by the time we hit Eastgate. I dropped him and went home to see Ian online so I called him but he didn’t answer. He texted quickly asking if everything was ok and that he was trying to get to sleep. I told him yes but that I had good news and needed to be shared over the phone. Then I threatened him about knowing where he lives and he thought that was funny. I went to bed and it was almost midnight I think.
Sunday 1/27, Had a dream about Nic, nothing sexual, just that I saw him and Ben and visited a bit. What is it with dreaming about exes and other boys this week? Seriously, that’s 5 this week. Kay-See says you dream about what you’re craving, so I think if I don’t get at least a make out soon I might explode. Bahh. I got out of bed by 8:30 and was doing laundry and getting ready for brunchie with Kay-See. I left at 9:40 and made it there and found parking fine and when I got upstairs she gave me my X-Mas present and it was the Love Letters book from the same guy who did the Secrets one. She said it’s a much happier one and I was so excited. We headed down Rainier to Geraldine’s Counter, passed the Oh Boy Oberto store and when Eliso called asked her if she wanted a two pound bag of jerky and she was like “Uhh, no, that’s kind of gross” but Kay-See and I thought it sounded like a little bit of heaven and vowed to stop on the way back. We found Geraldine’s, almost missed it because we were ogling the bakery across the street, and I jumped out to put our name on the list and waited outside for K. We made jokes as others were seated then when it was our turn we got one of the tables in the middle and I started telling her my Eric story. The host guy came over and said he had a proposition and asked if we would move to the booth behind us so he could push some tables together and we were both like “YES!” before he could even finish asking so we moved and a few minutes later he brought out a HUGE piece of apple streusel coffee cake that was sooo good. Our food came shortly after and we did some damage but didn’t even come close to finishing but we definitely took down all the delicious bacon. We were stuffed so I boxed up what hadn’t been consumed, paid, thanked the host again and headed out into the sunshine. We went across the street to the bakery and I let one of the girls pick between the Blondie and the Donut Muffin and she picked the Blondie. We went next door to the little flower / gift shop and I almost bought like 5 things but resisted. Back to the car we headed to Oh Boy but they were closed, boo! We saw all those bags of jerky taunting us from inside and drove off a little sad inside. K wanted to go to Seward Park for a walk so we found it and started the 2.5 trek. We talked about redheads and how we’re both destined to marry one and how my dreams mean that I’m craving physical contact…with a boy. Our walk was really beautiful and filled with laughter and gossip and just feeling wonderful. I also demonstrated some of my exercise video moves and K laughed, much as Susan does. We went back to K’s after getting a little lost and I took off from there over to Mom’s. Her and Alix wanted to do my video so after talking for a little while we all got our workout wear on, pushed the furniture out of the way and got down to it. I was proud of Mom because she did most of it then I put on Level 2 because Alix wanted to see it so we did that together then she was on a roll and wanted to do 3 so Mom and I watched her kick ass. Plus she’d had a 2 hour game earlier and was playing squash later so I was totally impressed. I didn’t stick around too long afterward because I was going to be coming back for dinner so I went home and cleaned my bathroom and hand washed some things then relaxed and I think talked to Susan. I blogged some and eventually showered and went back over to Mom’s. We watched an interview with Obama and had Pad Thai and brownies for dessert. I stuck around for a while and told them about Eric and took off a quarter after seven. I stopped at the store for groceries then home to watch Extreme Home Makeover. I read a good portion of my Love Letters book and sat and cried because so much of a lot of it was what I felt for Ian and it totally inspired me to finish my love letter to him. I worked on it quite a bit and cried but it felt good.
Saturday 1/26, I had a make out dream with LPC, but in the dream I only made out with him a little then rebuffed his advances. And it felt really good. I smiled wickedly at him after indicating that any physical advances would be dismissed. I woke up semi-early but was comfy and tired so I stayed in bed until after 10. I finally got motivated enough to get dressed and make it out the door to MI to the bank. I never got my title from my car over three years ago so I went to get it straightened out and was there for over an hour. The guy, Erik, (geez what is it with me and Eric(k)s?) helped me and eventually got things straightened out for me. He was cute but a quick search on myspace reveals he’s got a gf. I stopped at home for some lunch then into work for an hour and a half then back home to vegetate. I watched The Bread My Sweet and talked to Kay-See and Susan and discussed our respective plans. I took a little nap then got up and ate dinner and was just lazy for the rest of the night. I talked to Dad for a long time then Mom and watched Cops and a Tongan murder special that I’m pretty sure I’ve seen before. I talked to Auntie Lauryn then Grandma for a really long time and listened to how her trip is going. I saw Ian online a couple times and keep hoping that he’ll reach out…but he doesn’t. And it makes me sad. It really breaks my heart. My fear is that before long I won’t know him at all and will be totally cut out of his life.
Friday 1/25, I talked to Susan after work and we decided to meet at my house. She beat me there and when I arrived I told her all about my Eric encounter and she showed me her hickey then we took off with her regaling me with tales of making out and a very cute boy. Karrah’s jealous. Insanely so. We hit Target first and I got some new shirts and stocked up on cereal - the bad kinds. Next we went and got Chinese for dinner and both decided to try something new. I liked the veggie egg one, it was like a giant omelet! We talked more (in detail) about Susan’s night and about my options with Eric and ate a lot. We joked that the waiter was eating my leftovers in the back instead of boxing them up. Our next stop was Costco where we both picked up earth-friendly light bulbs and I got some other stuff. We went back to my house where I broke out the chocolate chips and computer and hunkered down onto the couch for more conjecturing and strategizing. We did that until about 10:30 then Susan went home and I showered and got ready for bed and fell asleep a little after 11.
Sunday 1/27, Had a dream about Nic, nothing sexual, just that I saw him and Ben and visited a bit. What is it with dreaming about exes and other boys this week? Seriously, that’s 5 this week. Kay-See says you dream about what you’re craving, so I think if I don’t get at least a make out soon I might explode. Bahh. I got out of bed by 8:30 and was doing laundry and getting ready for brunchie with Kay-See. I left at 9:40 and made it there and found parking fine and when I got upstairs she gave me my X-Mas present and it was the Love Letters book from the same guy who did the Secrets one. She said it’s a much happier one and I was so excited. We headed down Rainier to Geraldine’s Counter, passed the Oh Boy Oberto store and when Eliso called asked her if she wanted a two pound bag of jerky and she was like “Uhh, no, that’s kind of gross” but Kay-See and I thought it sounded like a little bit of heaven and vowed to stop on the way back. We found Geraldine’s, almost missed it because we were ogling the bakery across the street, and I jumped out to put our name on the list and waited outside for K. We made jokes as others were seated then when it was our turn we got one of the tables in the middle and I started telling her my Eric story. The host guy came over and said he had a proposition and asked if we would move to the booth behind us so he could push some tables together and we were both like “YES!” before he could even finish asking so we moved and a few minutes later he brought out a HUGE piece of apple streusel coffee cake that was sooo good. Our food came shortly after and we did some damage but didn’t even come close to finishing but we definitely took down all the delicious bacon. We were stuffed so I boxed up what hadn’t been consumed, paid, thanked the host again and headed out into the sunshine. We went across the street to the bakery and I let one of the girls pick between the Blondie and the Donut Muffin and she picked the Blondie. We went next door to the little flower / gift shop and I almost bought like 5 things but resisted. Back to the car we headed to Oh Boy but they were closed, boo! We saw all those bags of jerky taunting us from inside and drove off a little sad inside. K wanted to go to Seward Park for a walk so we found it and started the 2.5 trek. We talked about redheads and how we’re both destined to marry one and how my dreams mean that I’m craving physical contact…with a boy. Our walk was really beautiful and filled with laughter and gossip and just feeling wonderful. I also demonstrated some of my exercise video moves and K laughed, much as Susan does. We went back to K’s after getting a little lost and I took off from there over to Mom’s. Her and Alix wanted to do my video so after talking for a little while we all got our workout wear on, pushed the furniture out of the way and got down to it. I was proud of Mom because she did most of it then I put on Level 2 because Alix wanted to see it so we did that together then she was on a roll and wanted to do 3 so Mom and I watched her kick ass. Plus she’d had a 2 hour game earlier and was playing squash later so I was totally impressed. I didn’t stick around too long afterward because I was going to be coming back for dinner so I went home and cleaned my bathroom and hand washed some things then relaxed and I think talked to Susan. I blogged some and eventually showered and went back over to Mom’s. We watched an interview with Obama and had Pad Thai and brownies for dessert. I stuck around for a while and told them about Eric and took off a quarter after seven. I stopped at the store for groceries then home to watch Extreme Home Makeover. I read a good portion of my Love Letters book and sat and cried because so much of a lot of it was what I felt for Ian and it totally inspired me to finish my love letter to him. I worked on it quite a bit and cried but it felt good.
Saturday 1/26, I had a make out dream with LPC, but in the dream I only made out with him a little then rebuffed his advances. And it felt really good. I smiled wickedly at him after indicating that any physical advances would be dismissed. I woke up semi-early but was comfy and tired so I stayed in bed until after 10. I finally got motivated enough to get dressed and make it out the door to MI to the bank. I never got my title from my car over three years ago so I went to get it straightened out and was there for over an hour. The guy, Erik, (geez what is it with me and Eric(k)s?) helped me and eventually got things straightened out for me. He was cute but a quick search on myspace reveals he’s got a gf. I stopped at home for some lunch then into work for an hour and a half then back home to vegetate. I watched The Bread My Sweet and talked to Kay-See and Susan and discussed our respective plans. I took a little nap then got up and ate dinner and was just lazy for the rest of the night. I talked to Dad for a long time then Mom and watched Cops and a Tongan murder special that I’m pretty sure I’ve seen before. I talked to Auntie Lauryn then Grandma for a really long time and listened to how her trip is going. I saw Ian online a couple times and keep hoping that he’ll reach out…but he doesn’t. And it makes me sad. It really breaks my heart. My fear is that before long I won’t know him at all and will be totally cut out of his life.
Friday 1/25, I talked to Susan after work and we decided to meet at my house. She beat me there and when I arrived I told her all about my Eric encounter and she showed me her hickey then we took off with her regaling me with tales of making out and a very cute boy. Karrah’s jealous. Insanely so. We hit Target first and I got some new shirts and stocked up on cereal - the bad kinds. Next we went and got Chinese for dinner and both decided to try something new. I liked the veggie egg one, it was like a giant omelet! We talked more (in detail) about Susan’s night and about my options with Eric and ate a lot. We joked that the waiter was eating my leftovers in the back instead of boxing them up. Our next stop was Costco where we both picked up earth-friendly light bulbs and I got some other stuff. We went back to my house where I broke out the chocolate chips and computer and hunkered down onto the couch for more conjecturing and strategizing. We did that until about 10:30 then Susan went home and I showered and got ready for bed and fell asleep a little after 11.
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