Sunday 1/20, I woke up around 9 and stayed in bed until about noon watching some tv, reading and listening to music (found the style article about Matthew in a back issue of Seattle Magazine – tore it out for Kass) then crawled out of bed and made myself workout before I was allowed to have lunch. I sweated my ass off, hopped in the shower then allowed myself my leftovers from the day before. I ended up watching some horrible movie on tv for a little while then turned it off and headed out to the store. Kassie called me and I ended up sitting in the parking lot talking to her for about 45 minutes before finally hanging up and heading into the store. When I got home I unpacked then hunkered down with my Accutane book / info and finished reading it. I filled out some of the paperwork and read the clinic handout. I talked to Mom about it then watched a crocodile special. I was lazy for the rest of the night watching tv, reading and talking to Susan and Dad.
Saturday 1/19, I had THE hottest dream about bouncer Eric. I dreamt we made out and it was very very very good. Now I don’t know if I could ever make out with him in real life because it might be a little disappointing. I don’t know where we were in the dream but what I do know is that it was totally hot and he was like the best kisser ever. And he had his shirt off and it was all just very good. Ok, I’m done. I woke up very late, 9:40, so I got out of bed, threw on some clothes and was out the door to go get gas. When I got home I fed J, ate some breakfast then started getting ready to meet up with Kelly. I called him a little after 11 to make plans for meeting up at the Science Center. I headed down and was driving around trying to find parking behind this jeep and it turns out it was him, as he called to ask if I was behind him, so I parked, found him in a different lot and we headed up to get our tickets. We decided to wait on lunch so we went to the beaver IMAX show (insert all sorts of filthy jokes here) and it was very interesting and I feel like I know a whole shit load about beavers now. We talked as we waited for it to start and he filled me in on Hawaii and getting hit on by all the guys at his job and his family visiting and everything. After the show we walked over to Jalisco and had a nice lunch talking about traveling and our dream vacations. I didn’t feel like he was going to make any moves so that made me happy and put me at ease. We finished up and walked back across the street, hugged goodbye, I got in my car and called Susan as I drove home. I filled her in and she filled me in on some stuff and when I got home I crawled into bed and put on James Bond. After logging onto myspace and checking in on Ian’s profile I noticed Sasha had changed her picture and instantly noticed it was taken at Ian’s house and went to her profile and she’s got a whole new album of pictures of the two of them and pictures I can tell he’s taken and I just started bawling…loud, sobbing crying. I felt like I was going to throw up, and against my better judgment, which I was fully aware at the time, called him. He didn’t answer and of course my mind went right to thinking they were together. I was freaking out and couldn’t concentrate on my movie so before long I was banging out a succinct text “You’re breaking my fucking heart”. I’d wanted to call him all week, just to chat and say hi, but had held out because I want him to call me for once; I would like for him to miss me and want to talk to me and make that move…but that hadn’t really been working out so much. So I hadn’t talked to him in over a week and the first time he hears from me it’s going to be a crying, dramatic, accusatory mess. Great! So he responded to my text about 20 seconds later via a phone call. He was all worried like “What’s going on?!” and I said “So, you’re totally seeing Sasha right?” and he denied and gave me an explanation and I apologized and cried and he apologized that I felt so shitty but I still felt like a wreck. We hung up and I finished watching my movie then I called Susan to tell her all about it and she asked me if I believe him and I do but it still feels like something might happen between them and Susan said she doesn’t know if she would either because she doesn’t trust guys. As we were talking I got a message from Eric (of course!) so I decided to call him. His voicemail didn’t pick up so I wrote him back and told him to call me then told myself I HAD to get out of bed and went downstairs but was restless so I called Ian back again and he answered and I’m sure thinks I’m a total nut job. I apologized again and told him he doesn’t owe me anything and that it’s none of my business but he said he cares about me and respects me so he would tell me if he was but he isn’t and doesn’t have any prospects so I felt much better. We talked about other stuff because there were all sorts of things I had wanted to talk to him about earlier but didn’t because I was out of my mind. We talked music and plans and myspace and stalking (me of course) and he made fun of me a little and it felt great. I know it’s over but it was so reassuring. I told him it just felt rushed if he was already seeing someone and that it would cheapen what we had but that I felt like I deserved it karma-wise. He told me to stop thinking like that because that’s not how it is and a lot of other stuff so I felt much better. I then talked to Susan again and filled her in with my new Ian news and lack of getting myself into trouble with Eric news and she suggested maybe watching a movie and eating pizza so I told her I was going to work out but she should come over. After my workout I showered and got my pjs on and vacuumed then she showed up. We gabbed and laughed and joked about dp and who we would play “Just the Tip” with. I had a lot more on my list than she did. As soon as the pizza was out of the oven we popped in the third Pirates of the Caribbean and quickly realized we had no idea what was going on and were confused. (BTW – we polished off that whole damn pizza) We both got on the couch and Susan was out before long, then I was out because it was all very confusing and just so over the top. We both went in and out of sleep but finally I was awake but then the ending was like the worst ending ever and I’m like “What is this, Cold Mountain?!” Give me a break. After we both ranted and raved about the movie for a while I put on SNL and we laughed at Tracy Morgan then she headed out. I crawled into bed, watched a little more tv then went to bed.
Friday 1/18, Peggy let me leave at 12:30 to run a bunch of errands so when I was done I went home and ate lunch in the living room and watched Roseanne and read some of my magazine, then Tyra and Hillary Clinton was on and I like her more and more and don’t understand why everyone thinks she’s such a bitch. If the gender roles were reversed I don’t think it would be the case, but whatever, I’d totally vote for her. She’s no nonsense. I fell asleep after that was over and eventually got up and fed the cat and ate some dinner. I was semi-waiting to see if Chrystol would call me because there was a HR show at Easy Street in West Seattle and I decided early on in the day that if Chrystol called me to see if I was going then I would, but if she didn’t I’d stay home and watch Lord of the Rings or something pathetic. She did call and she was in the same boat as me (“Well if you go I’ll go”) so we decided yes then I called Susan and she wanted to go too so I got ready and hit the road to pick her up then over to West Seattle. We found it fine and as we were walking in passed this grandma in a Delorian and it was backfiring and we were laughing hysterically. Inside we found Chrystol and Schuyler, so we all talked music for a bit then moved the party into the area where the music was going to be. The guy came over and checked ids and I was like “Since I showed you my id does that mean I don’t have to pay?” and he’s like “No.” Ok, sorry I asked. That’s how it worked for Chrystol so I was hoping it was the same for me and Susan. Sam came over and there was chatter of the “Harper Rats” and how they’re all on harmonicas. That Sam, he’s very witty. The three of us girls went and sat on the stools at the bar thing and talked and this Seattle Times photographer came and asked us if she could take our picture and we said yes but I felt super awkward and don’t think I’ll go to the website to check it out. Sam came over and Chrystol told him she wants him to cover Queen’s Find Me Somebody to Love then told him to just leave the set lists up to her. He seemed mildly convinced. He told me they were playing a couple songs I had mentioned I liked at the last show (Replicant and Empty Parking Lots) which totally excited me. I asked how to get on Sam’s guest list and Chrystol asked me if that meant I would consider sleeping with him and I was all “Well, sure” or something so that was funny. You know, whatever it takes. Us girls continued gabbing then Schuyler came over and Susan had to inform me what DP actually meant, and I’m not writing it on here because I don’t need that foot traffic visiting this thing. Mulally went on and Chrystol and I were still fairly loud and obnoxious and Susan informed us that she was hogging all the Chris attention. Chrystol wanted me to pull down Susan’s shirt to expose her bra strap then later when she was actually playing along with it and we all started laughing, we look up and Chris is looking down and laughing as well, as he had seen the whole thing. It was wonderfully hilarious. He dedicated some song to some other girls and to us and we were caught once again in the act of talking and laughing. They sounded really good and I sang along with a few of the songs. They had a new guitarist who had been looking at me earlier before I knew who he was then for the show he had his leg up on the stage and leaned against the wall and we were all in stitches. We’re so bitchy, but it’s all in good fun. After they were done and the HR were setting up Chris came by and introduced himself again and we told him it was a good show and he looked all flustered then awkwardly walked away and Chrystol commented afterward that we intimidate him or make him feel uncomfortable or something. The HR went on and opened with the Parking Lots song that I love so that was fun and Chrystol and I sang along and I videotaped a little bit of it but my camera totally sucks and it looks like shit from that distance. Oh well. Sam gave me a couple shout outs which was fun and when he introduced all the band members we cheered extra loudly for Schuyler. They played a good set of songs and I sang along at the parts that I knew. I was hoping for that Blue Eye Shadow song again because I really liked that one from the Babalu show…maybe they’ll play it at one of the next ones. After the show the lights came up and the staff politely asked us to leave but we didn’t really, instead we stood around waiting for everything to be cleared out since everyone was going across the street to one of two bars. We were freezing so the three of us girls decided to take the party over to Matador and Chris said something to Susan or vice versa and Chrystol and I were like “Ooooohh!” and she was like “Shut up!” as we crossed the street. We went in and it felt very swanky. Chrystol headed straight for the back and snagged a booth. We got some waters and waited for the boys to arrive, so first was Schuyler and Michael then Sam. They ordered some nachos and while we were waiting Isaac came over and asked me if we’d met, then Sam said something about one of the songs being about me, or that I was in it or something, and Michael was like “Really? Are you from Wisconsin?” and all this stuff and I’m thinking “…Is Sam kidding? I have no idea what’s happening right now” so I tried to play along but was totally confused. We all talked and ate nachos and it was fun especially since everyone has great senses of humor. Everyone was going next door to the Indian place because that’s where the rest of the crew was hanging but I could tell Susan was tired so we all filed out, said bye to everyone and walked back to the car. We were crossing the street and saw a cop barreling down California and thought he was after us so we were laughing and running then Susan almost twisted her ankle. I drove her home then back to my house where I played online for a little bit before going to bed.
Thursday 1/17, I lit a fire when I got home and sat in front of it and played on my computer. I got a text from Ky asking if I wanted to get dinner so we decided on Las Margaritas and I talked to Mom as I circled the block looking for parking. He was already there and was like "What's the latest gossip? Spill!" so we started gabbing away about younger guys, both of us being on "How to Catch a Predator" or whatever that Dateline show is together, Vancouver, P, Eric the bouncer (Ky saw him push some guy out of the club a while ago and said he was really scary...oooh!) then he encouraged me to send a dirty text to Richie (to which his response was “Honey. You can ALWAYS suck some sweet stuff outta my can…but I was under the impression your sucking was entailed in the gay arena to only Neil. :O ß O face). We cleaned our plates, paid then vowed to meet up later at Neighbs. At home I sat in front of the fire and watched the end of Jeopardy then up to my room where I played on my computer and semi-listened to Ugly Betty in the background. I listened to Beirut's Sunday Smile and cried thinking about Ian. I just feel so so sad. Hopefully it'll pass soon because I feel terrible. I showered then talked to Susan, got ready and was out the door. I called Ky and Susan on the way in to give them status reports, parked and ran to meet Susan then into the club without seeing Eric. The place was empty so we went upstairs to see who had arrived and spotted Tye right away (of course) then Derek who hasn't been there forever and was with a girl and Susan said she looked "tired" ouch! Then this HOT guy walked by and Susan was like "Hel-LO" and I totally concurred especially when he came and stood by us to watch the crowd. I think Billy Idol came on so we ran down to check our coats and spotted Eric at the door and Susan gave him a dirty look and as we were walking away he did the fingers to the eyes thing to me again like "I'm keeping my eye on you" so I smiled and waved then we hit the floor like it was our job. We danced to a few good songs before a Cure song came on so we went to say hi to Tye then stood by the pillar and talked about the boys around us (Richrd look-alike, semi-cute guys) then saw Ky come in along with Rach-ho and some random guys who turned out to be straight “really horny” friends of R’s. I gave Ky a big hug and he told me about how Richie dressed him, said hi to Rachel, got a ginormous hug from Richie who also whispered sweet nothings into my ear then Susan and I went back out to the floor. The crew eventually joined us and before I knew it a rowdy game of T or D surfaced. Richie was dared to kiss someone and he made me pick and of course I managed to weed out the guy with a bf so Richie talked his ass off but did not emerge victorious. I refused to play because for me Neighbs is for dancing not T or D. Ky and Rach wanted to go out to smoke and Susan was with Richie so I went with them to try and flirt with Eric on the way out but he wasn’t out there, and since it was freezing outside I decided I would go back in after a few minutes and continued dancing with Susan. I showed Ky the cute boy, who had by this point disappeared, and he kept telling me to go over and dance with him and I was like “You’re out of your mind!” mostly because I couldn’t tell if he was gay or not. Another drag show came on and I was waiting by the pillar by myself and Ginger came over, the Asian trannie who's there every week, and said it's so nice to see a familiar face and she kept hugging me and kept her hand on my waist and was talking all close to my ear, forever. She's in a band with the other trannies and I told her I liked her outfit then she was gone and I ran to tell Susan she'd just missed a good show. I didn’t see Eric again that night and wondered if he’d had plans (he wasn’t wearing his hat) or if he was just hiding from me. Maybe I’ll ask him next week. Teal and Darren showed up and Teal blew me a kiss and before we left he gave me a kiss on the cheek which I can never get enough of. We decided to leave a bit earlier than usual, said bye to the peeps and headed out, still with no sign of Eric. Susan gave me a lift to my car and I drove home and went to bed.
Saturday 1/19, I had THE hottest dream about bouncer Eric. I dreamt we made out and it was very very very good. Now I don’t know if I could ever make out with him in real life because it might be a little disappointing. I don’t know where we were in the dream but what I do know is that it was totally hot and he was like the best kisser ever. And he had his shirt off and it was all just very good. Ok, I’m done. I woke up very late, 9:40, so I got out of bed, threw on some clothes and was out the door to go get gas. When I got home I fed J, ate some breakfast then started getting ready to meet up with Kelly. I called him a little after 11 to make plans for meeting up at the Science Center. I headed down and was driving around trying to find parking behind this jeep and it turns out it was him, as he called to ask if I was behind him, so I parked, found him in a different lot and we headed up to get our tickets. We decided to wait on lunch so we went to the beaver IMAX show (insert all sorts of filthy jokes here) and it was very interesting and I feel like I know a whole shit load about beavers now. We talked as we waited for it to start and he filled me in on Hawaii and getting hit on by all the guys at his job and his family visiting and everything. After the show we walked over to Jalisco and had a nice lunch talking about traveling and our dream vacations. I didn’t feel like he was going to make any moves so that made me happy and put me at ease. We finished up and walked back across the street, hugged goodbye, I got in my car and called Susan as I drove home. I filled her in and she filled me in on some stuff and when I got home I crawled into bed and put on James Bond. After logging onto myspace and checking in on Ian’s profile I noticed Sasha had changed her picture and instantly noticed it was taken at Ian’s house and went to her profile and she’s got a whole new album of pictures of the two of them and pictures I can tell he’s taken and I just started bawling…loud, sobbing crying. I felt like I was going to throw up, and against my better judgment, which I was fully aware at the time, called him. He didn’t answer and of course my mind went right to thinking they were together. I was freaking out and couldn’t concentrate on my movie so before long I was banging out a succinct text “You’re breaking my fucking heart”. I’d wanted to call him all week, just to chat and say hi, but had held out because I want him to call me for once; I would like for him to miss me and want to talk to me and make that move…but that hadn’t really been working out so much. So I hadn’t talked to him in over a week and the first time he hears from me it’s going to be a crying, dramatic, accusatory mess. Great! So he responded to my text about 20 seconds later via a phone call. He was all worried like “What’s going on?!” and I said “So, you’re totally seeing Sasha right?” and he denied and gave me an explanation and I apologized and cried and he apologized that I felt so shitty but I still felt like a wreck. We hung up and I finished watching my movie then I called Susan to tell her all about it and she asked me if I believe him and I do but it still feels like something might happen between them and Susan said she doesn’t know if she would either because she doesn’t trust guys. As we were talking I got a message from Eric (of course!) so I decided to call him. His voicemail didn’t pick up so I wrote him back and told him to call me then told myself I HAD to get out of bed and went downstairs but was restless so I called Ian back again and he answered and I’m sure thinks I’m a total nut job. I apologized again and told him he doesn’t owe me anything and that it’s none of my business but he said he cares about me and respects me so he would tell me if he was but he isn’t and doesn’t have any prospects so I felt much better. We talked about other stuff because there were all sorts of things I had wanted to talk to him about earlier but didn’t because I was out of my mind. We talked music and plans and myspace and stalking (me of course) and he made fun of me a little and it felt great. I know it’s over but it was so reassuring. I told him it just felt rushed if he was already seeing someone and that it would cheapen what we had but that I felt like I deserved it karma-wise. He told me to stop thinking like that because that’s not how it is and a lot of other stuff so I felt much better. I then talked to Susan again and filled her in with my new Ian news and lack of getting myself into trouble with Eric news and she suggested maybe watching a movie and eating pizza so I told her I was going to work out but she should come over. After my workout I showered and got my pjs on and vacuumed then she showed up. We gabbed and laughed and joked about dp and who we would play “Just the Tip” with. I had a lot more on my list than she did. As soon as the pizza was out of the oven we popped in the third Pirates of the Caribbean and quickly realized we had no idea what was going on and were confused. (BTW – we polished off that whole damn pizza) We both got on the couch and Susan was out before long, then I was out because it was all very confusing and just so over the top. We both went in and out of sleep but finally I was awake but then the ending was like the worst ending ever and I’m like “What is this, Cold Mountain?!” Give me a break. After we both ranted and raved about the movie for a while I put on SNL and we laughed at Tracy Morgan then she headed out. I crawled into bed, watched a little more tv then went to bed.
Friday 1/18, Peggy let me leave at 12:30 to run a bunch of errands so when I was done I went home and ate lunch in the living room and watched Roseanne and read some of my magazine, then Tyra and Hillary Clinton was on and I like her more and more and don’t understand why everyone thinks she’s such a bitch. If the gender roles were reversed I don’t think it would be the case, but whatever, I’d totally vote for her. She’s no nonsense. I fell asleep after that was over and eventually got up and fed the cat and ate some dinner. I was semi-waiting to see if Chrystol would call me because there was a HR show at Easy Street in West Seattle and I decided early on in the day that if Chrystol called me to see if I was going then I would, but if she didn’t I’d stay home and watch Lord of the Rings or something pathetic. She did call and she was in the same boat as me (“Well if you go I’ll go”) so we decided yes then I called Susan and she wanted to go too so I got ready and hit the road to pick her up then over to West Seattle. We found it fine and as we were walking in passed this grandma in a Delorian and it was backfiring and we were laughing hysterically. Inside we found Chrystol and Schuyler, so we all talked music for a bit then moved the party into the area where the music was going to be. The guy came over and checked ids and I was like “Since I showed you my id does that mean I don’t have to pay?” and he’s like “No.” Ok, sorry I asked. That’s how it worked for Chrystol so I was hoping it was the same for me and Susan. Sam came over and there was chatter of the “Harper Rats” and how they’re all on harmonicas. That Sam, he’s very witty. The three of us girls went and sat on the stools at the bar thing and talked and this Seattle Times photographer came and asked us if she could take our picture and we said yes but I felt super awkward and don’t think I’ll go to the website to check it out. Sam came over and Chrystol told him she wants him to cover Queen’s Find Me Somebody to Love then told him to just leave the set lists up to her. He seemed mildly convinced. He told me they were playing a couple songs I had mentioned I liked at the last show (Replicant and Empty Parking Lots) which totally excited me. I asked how to get on Sam’s guest list and Chrystol asked me if that meant I would consider sleeping with him and I was all “Well, sure” or something so that was funny. You know, whatever it takes. Us girls continued gabbing then Schuyler came over and Susan had to inform me what DP actually meant, and I’m not writing it on here because I don’t need that foot traffic visiting this thing. Mulally went on and Chrystol and I were still fairly loud and obnoxious and Susan informed us that she was hogging all the Chris attention. Chrystol wanted me to pull down Susan’s shirt to expose her bra strap then later when she was actually playing along with it and we all started laughing, we look up and Chris is looking down and laughing as well, as he had seen the whole thing. It was wonderfully hilarious. He dedicated some song to some other girls and to us and we were caught once again in the act of talking and laughing. They sounded really good and I sang along with a few of the songs. They had a new guitarist who had been looking at me earlier before I knew who he was then for the show he had his leg up on the stage and leaned against the wall and we were all in stitches. We’re so bitchy, but it’s all in good fun. After they were done and the HR were setting up Chris came by and introduced himself again and we told him it was a good show and he looked all flustered then awkwardly walked away and Chrystol commented afterward that we intimidate him or make him feel uncomfortable or something. The HR went on and opened with the Parking Lots song that I love so that was fun and Chrystol and I sang along and I videotaped a little bit of it but my camera totally sucks and it looks like shit from that distance. Oh well. Sam gave me a couple shout outs which was fun and when he introduced all the band members we cheered extra loudly for Schuyler. They played a good set of songs and I sang along at the parts that I knew. I was hoping for that Blue Eye Shadow song again because I really liked that one from the Babalu show…maybe they’ll play it at one of the next ones. After the show the lights came up and the staff politely asked us to leave but we didn’t really, instead we stood around waiting for everything to be cleared out since everyone was going across the street to one of two bars. We were freezing so the three of us girls decided to take the party over to Matador and Chris said something to Susan or vice versa and Chrystol and I were like “Ooooohh!” and she was like “Shut up!” as we crossed the street. We went in and it felt very swanky. Chrystol headed straight for the back and snagged a booth. We got some waters and waited for the boys to arrive, so first was Schuyler and Michael then Sam. They ordered some nachos and while we were waiting Isaac came over and asked me if we’d met, then Sam said something about one of the songs being about me, or that I was in it or something, and Michael was like “Really? Are you from Wisconsin?” and all this stuff and I’m thinking “…Is Sam kidding? I have no idea what’s happening right now” so I tried to play along but was totally confused. We all talked and ate nachos and it was fun especially since everyone has great senses of humor. Everyone was going next door to the Indian place because that’s where the rest of the crew was hanging but I could tell Susan was tired so we all filed out, said bye to everyone and walked back to the car. We were crossing the street and saw a cop barreling down California and thought he was after us so we were laughing and running then Susan almost twisted her ankle. I drove her home then back to my house where I played online for a little bit before going to bed.
Thursday 1/17, I lit a fire when I got home and sat in front of it and played on my computer. I got a text from Ky asking if I wanted to get dinner so we decided on Las Margaritas and I talked to Mom as I circled the block looking for parking. He was already there and was like "What's the latest gossip? Spill!" so we started gabbing away about younger guys, both of us being on "How to Catch a Predator" or whatever that Dateline show is together, Vancouver, P, Eric the bouncer (Ky saw him push some guy out of the club a while ago and said he was really scary...oooh!) then he encouraged me to send a dirty text to Richie (to which his response was “Honey. You can ALWAYS suck some sweet stuff outta my can…but I was under the impression your sucking was entailed in the gay arena to only Neil. :O ß O face). We cleaned our plates, paid then vowed to meet up later at Neighbs. At home I sat in front of the fire and watched the end of Jeopardy then up to my room where I played on my computer and semi-listened to Ugly Betty in the background. I listened to Beirut's Sunday Smile and cried thinking about Ian. I just feel so so sad. Hopefully it'll pass soon because I feel terrible. I showered then talked to Susan, got ready and was out the door. I called Ky and Susan on the way in to give them status reports, parked and ran to meet Susan then into the club without seeing Eric. The place was empty so we went upstairs to see who had arrived and spotted Tye right away (of course) then Derek who hasn't been there forever and was with a girl and Susan said she looked "tired" ouch! Then this HOT guy walked by and Susan was like "Hel-LO" and I totally concurred especially when he came and stood by us to watch the crowd. I think Billy Idol came on so we ran down to check our coats and spotted Eric at the door and Susan gave him a dirty look and as we were walking away he did the fingers to the eyes thing to me again like "I'm keeping my eye on you" so I smiled and waved then we hit the floor like it was our job. We danced to a few good songs before a Cure song came on so we went to say hi to Tye then stood by the pillar and talked about the boys around us (Richrd look-alike, semi-cute guys) then saw Ky come in along with Rach-ho and some random guys who turned out to be straight “really horny” friends of R’s. I gave Ky a big hug and he told me about how Richie dressed him, said hi to Rachel, got a ginormous hug from Richie who also whispered sweet nothings into my ear then Susan and I went back out to the floor. The crew eventually joined us and before I knew it a rowdy game of T or D surfaced. Richie was dared to kiss someone and he made me pick and of course I managed to weed out the guy with a bf so Richie talked his ass off but did not emerge victorious. I refused to play because for me Neighbs is for dancing not T or D. Ky and Rach wanted to go out to smoke and Susan was with Richie so I went with them to try and flirt with Eric on the way out but he wasn’t out there, and since it was freezing outside I decided I would go back in after a few minutes and continued dancing with Susan. I showed Ky the cute boy, who had by this point disappeared, and he kept telling me to go over and dance with him and I was like “You’re out of your mind!” mostly because I couldn’t tell if he was gay or not. Another drag show came on and I was waiting by the pillar by myself and Ginger came over, the Asian trannie who's there every week, and said it's so nice to see a familiar face and she kept hugging me and kept her hand on my waist and was talking all close to my ear, forever. She's in a band with the other trannies and I told her I liked her outfit then she was gone and I ran to tell Susan she'd just missed a good show. I didn’t see Eric again that night and wondered if he’d had plans (he wasn’t wearing his hat) or if he was just hiding from me. Maybe I’ll ask him next week. Teal and Darren showed up and Teal blew me a kiss and before we left he gave me a kiss on the cheek which I can never get enough of. We decided to leave a bit earlier than usual, said bye to the peeps and headed out, still with no sign of Eric. Susan gave me a lift to my car and I drove home and went to bed.
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